To have been compelled to participate in a form of government that has actively blocked survivors of childhood sexual abuse by clergy from experiencing our human rights just as any Australian should do. That your government should ignore my resulting PTSD adds further trauma to my experience; that my human right to dignity, to truth, to justice and fairness in my public engagement have all been blocked simply as a result of who my abusers were.
In the future please refrain from issue this form of threat to push me further and deeper into the poverty that our government wants for those who do not follow that sort of delusion. When government makes policy based on the scientific evidence and when governments stop blocking women's and children's rights by a leadership compromised by its steeped in nature of its traditional Christian origins that bring along with it so many forms of religiously approved ignorance and misogyny as well as covering up for child rapists right across our whole communities while ensuring children remain forever vulnerable to the paedophiles that infest these institutions.
Also I have participated over the past 60+ years of my life and never once in that entire experience did I feel that I was represented. Has that reality changed?
Not yet according the repetitive disclosures of the current Royal Commission; my own experience and conclusions made some 50 years prior to the establishment of this very narrowly and confined inquiry that has as its first obligation to the ability of the institutions to pay for the crimes that they committed, covered up or conspired to commit over each and every day of hundreds of thousands of small innocent children.
The vast majority of those children understand that have personally been gypped and now they have been extorted over a prolonged 5 year inquiry that will make many recommendations that may or may not come into effect a some point into the future of those hundreds of thousands of small individual children who were preyed upon by delusional religious individuals in rape supporting psychological entrapment based religions have been permitted to run free trapping and ensnaring innocent children whose lives have been sacrificed to the gods of the insane in our community.
Attempting to force me through threat in the same manner that the church did to me as a child is so reminiscent of their constipation and ignorance and screwed up outcomes that brings simply as a result of the negative outcome of a dependence on authority and ignorance in its engagement with it's presumed "subjects" who are repulsed at every level hen it too relies on insanity through its traditional connections with the British monarchy and papal conflicts and power games of the past can still end up with people who themselves are horrified by these obscenities and human rights abused and yet I have yet to hear Malcom Turnbull or his many Catholic mates in government turn to defend defenceless children from child raping clergy and to speak of them and to them in a truthful and humane way and the insanity of that simply defies belief and adds to the horror and the suffering that Catholics in my childhood so dearly loved and wanted to share with as many as possible.
Only because they were willing to lay down their lives to a make believe deity who magically became barbecue on Friday and was always into red wine and whores usually wherever he went for a meal.
Their traditions of human sacrifice and genital mutilation simply leave me speechless and gasping for breath just like so many hundreds of thousands and perhaps millions of children have done previously when their lives were threatened by organised insanity and then simply because of the billions of taxpayers dollars that individual religions obtain through our government in particular through engagements in health education, welfare the aged and all of these are left by government to be operated by these child rape covering up institutions which then leaves me supporting the rape of other children down through the next generations and these are only a few of the thoughts that rush through my mind as I attempt to prepare myself to go and exercise my right to vote which is conveniently located on the premises of the largest known child rape culture on the planet in a building almost entirely funded from government monies while I get to rush towards an early death as a result of the failures in all these institutions in lavish poverty simply because I see no evidence for the spirits, elves, fairies, gods, demons of the Catholic and Christian religion that thrives via blackmail and intimidation through threatening to fine people when they are unable to find a suitable option in the poor selection on offer that may have some potential other than being another jock strap lawyer willing to sell his pretend soul to the most obscene religion possibles o that his penis and the way it may have been mutilated is shown in public.
I could risk encountering a good catholic woman in the throng who is still seeking to save the world through magical incantations and she of course needs the perfect victim to hold up and to proclaim to all and sundry "Look at all the good work I do" and then she will want to ensure that my suffering never goes away as simply that's not good marketing when you are seeking a seat next to Jesus in the next life as some apparently seems to aspire towards and so I find that that sort of environment in inherently dangerous due to such high levels of personal inability in the deceived and deluded populations that come to be fleeced and duped like sheep - it's too Catholic for me and that does cause thoughts like these to come to my conscience.
As well the environment is one in which I was sexually used and exploited in, I was bullied, intimidated, abused, deceived, conspired against and blocked in every endeavour over the ensuing decades therefore the environment and the charade are unsuitable and cause ongoing suffering even if that isno what was intended.
Even the it becomes difficult as to this day my command of language and the many associated and required essential skills were denied me through ensuring that my education came to an abrupt halt in grade 3. Most likely my brain stepped in when it began to re-encounter high risk highly dangerous especially in the area of psychology and child sexualsafety and intervened without any understanding of this process happening in the background of my mind.
Perhaps I chose the lesser of two immoral and insane ideas yet the trauma of the anticipated experience was such that the Vagas nervous system and various brain regions stepped in to ensure my safety when exposed to public insanity and high risk of sexual molestation through a global conspiracy to ensure child rapists within the Catholic religion continue to have access to children as they own them in some primitive tribalistic interpretation of earlier Bronze age myths that the Royal Commission has to rely on as the bringer of power and authority when it calls on someone else's god as the supreme of all the supreme beings in existence and thus creates an uneven and preposterous playing field that is supposed to look after the best interests of children and even if it were able to break through that psychological miasma we are then left with psychologically challenged individuals who have lost connection through their drive for power and money with the real issues and needs in the community of simply being able to raise children who will not become the sacrifice of some fanatical cult that has mesmerised our entire existence through its unfounded and insane propositions.
Get back to me when we have evolved sufficiently that departments such as yours are dependent upon evidence based systems and adheres tenaciously and successfully to the maximum requirements of a trauma informed individual, professional, entity, institution and wherever needed a trauma informed god for those who require more permanent delusions.
On the balance of probabilities and due to a need for openness and transparency I determined that all our government can do is fine me a few dollars and push me further into poverty while the child rapingreligions are permitted to run free while they continue to gather a disgusting disproportion of the people's money to fund their grotesque and inhuman habits and as a result of that I suggest that I simply instinctively chose the lesser of two dangerous and conflicting ideas pustulating with toxicity through it's immoral nature, it's obscene unfounded inhumane and disgustingly shameful and insane ideas that truly belong in an earlier time period.
My excuse is that the accumulation of evolution over perhaps 150 to 200 thousand years that came as a result of the expansion of the pre-frontal cortex of homo sapiens is a risen ape instead of being the property of a delusional god of pre-history that has somehow managed to survive simply as a result of government using it to exploit the people so that the delusional sycophants amongst them get their income needs fulfilled in a similarly disgusting way that has allowed these abuse to go on for so many decades while government departments looked aside as thousands of innocent children were gathered up to be raped by the clergy class and those who supported them.
